I-ME-MYSELF

To pen down your feelings takes quite an effort. It is very difficult to make the right choice of words, which have the capability to convey exactly how you feel. Have been struggling since past few weeks to write something. But what to write? I thought about my life and then again started wondering what to write out of it. I actually belong to a small town in India. I went out to study Engineering in another small town. I still do not know what made me take that sort of decision. I somehow completed my graduation but the stuff I got through never got into my mind. At my college also I was never interested in calculations and observations.  .                                                                                   

 The town in which I went to complete my college always had unbearable summers but despite of it, the place had wonderful evenings. So, in the evening I used to go to the terrace of my hostel and sit there for hours together gazing at the moors. I loved the breeze brushing upon my body and souls, making them relax. I always love to be near to nature.Waterbodies have always attracted me, as I can observe the flowing water continuously for long hours. Water is a greatest miracle in itself. Flowing water has always fascinated me, it gives me an impression of flowing time. I can not return to the time which has already passed, similarly neither can I ever see the same water again.I came back to my hometown after graduating and within a few months got married. I conceived after six months of getting married and had a difficult pregnancy, most of the time being advised by my doctor to take a complete bed rest. After exactly seven months from my conception I gave birth to twin boys. My children were “premature” and weighed 1100 grams each. My doctor told me that such children need special attention and care. Hence I started a very unique journey of motherhood.